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These were on this page:
http://joyarmstrongphotography.blogspot.com/2011/02/blue-toes.html
- [This is rather long, so I've had to post it in sections- hope you bear with me a bit, as this is a vital bit of information!] When Life leaves you in the cold - go warm up a cold heart. Wish I's learned this before meeting and marrying the mother of my children! "Life," to me, has given some fond memories, and some very, very bad ones, especially where people have used deceptions and lying to make it seem that I have done very evil things that I have not even had in my mind or even subconscious mindset to act out. "Why?" I keep asking myself. But, on September 23rd, I was shown, by my oldest child at least part of the answer in a most clear way. He was completely unaware of his showing me, and that made the learning event that much more clear and lasting. To relate this clearly, there's some base foundations that underlie the lesson, and make it fact, rather than a mere fantasy, or hallucination. These are found in a famous teaching found in the records of an ancient Aramaic writer, and distributed as a part of the Catholic Bible, but it was in a Pashitta record of circa 100 to 300, A.D., that this teaching was opened to my understanding so that I could apply it to my living way, my walk upon Planet Earth every moment. The tiny yellow book this is published in attracted my attention in the amazing library that I used to discover much of Life's secret ways in, on McNeil Island, where I'd return at almost a heartbeat's notice, for the unbelievable life enriching joy of giving and receiving I experienced while there. It's like I had the most wonderful dream of my entire life, and its memories I will cherish all the remaining days of my living way. A photo of this little wonder book is here, on Amazon . . . http://www.amazon.com/Khaboris-Manuscript-Enlightenment-Testament-Nazareth/dp/B000KKQZZO A Google search for the whole published Internet content of the underlying records is this . . . https://encrypted.google.com/search?hl=en&source=hp&biw=1528&bih=861&q=khabouris+manuscript&oq=khabouris+manuscript&aq=f&aqi=g-s2g-v1&aql=1&gs_sm=e&gs_upl=10466l16207l0l16767l20l20l0l0l0l0l430l3623l3.10.4.1.2l20l0 Anyway, for this little story about the lesson of love my oldest child taught me this past week, the foundation for it found in the Khbouris Codex goes like this; A. We humans are created with a mental reasoner - the brain, and its "mind." Animals are also given this "reasoner," as I think of it, although animals are also given lots of reliance on internal instinct, that governs most of the way they apply the reasoner to their living.
- September 26, 2011 5:47 AM
- Section two . . . A. We humans are created with a mental reasoner - the brain, and its "mind." Animals are also given this "reasoner," as I think of it, although animals are also given lots of reliance on internal instinct, that governs most of the way they apply the reasoner to their living. B. Humans are given one factor of understanding and reactions to living that animals do not have, and it is far deeper into the reality of eternal living where this factor is found in every human being. I like to refer to it as my "Knower." In the Ancient Aramaic language which Disciple Matthew wrote his records of the times and events, and teaching of Y'shuah, [AKA, "Jesus"], the Peshitta, and this Khabouris Manuscript - [Codex] - defines the awesome teaching on a hill above the Sea of Galilee we often call The Beatitudes. It is in these where our "Reasoner," and our "Knower" come together to make up the basic person we are during adulthood. I'm going through a time of marital testing currently, and staying in love is hard when the spouse is unable, or just unwilling to communicate, and lives apart and completely isolated, so this lesson is doubly meaningful just now! The Beatitudes define the human mental and heart wisdom center as something like a fabric, a framework where the person builds on and creates a living design of personal responses to life events, other people,and to the spirit beings that we encounter, plus much, much more of our being human acts and thoughts. It's a wonderful study in the understanding of one's self, and all others one encounters, so do get the little book, as it is the very, very best translation of The Beatitudes! So, that base of Being Human now opened to our understanding, the Love lesson my son gave to me without his being aware of doing so goes like this . . . Recovering from the most traumatic head-on collision I can imagine, he spoke to me one day, and said something like, "Dad, all my life I have felt like you don't love me, and I feel really hurt by you. I know I have disobeyed you many times, but I have decided to love you the rest of my life, no matter how I feel about you." It was a very simple statement, and he gave it to me in the midst of the most troubling time of my living, when my entire dreams for love, family, future, and loving grandchildren was being undermined and destroyed by intimate family members, and distant counselors who were determined to cut me out of my family's existence, even if it took falsified court statements, and livid hatred to accomplish that evil objective. Later I added up the suicidal scale I was facing during this time, and it topped out around six or seven-fold the level of distress many who commit suicide face at the moment they end their earthly living. A miracle kept me alive, and I wonder why, at times. My son's statement cut through my "Reasoner," and buried its message deep in my "Knower." It caused me to break down in hours of sobbing over the disaster I had created of my home, and family, and marriage, but there was no way I had to correct the person I was, and so the determination of my children's mom to leave our marriage went on as she secretly planned it.
- September 26, 2011 5:48 AM
- Last section . . . Not until Friday, September 23, 2011, some 19 years, one month, and a few days later did I get my son's underlying message! It is exactly the same message given by Y'shua, in The Beatitudes! It's unself-centric, self-sacrificing, and self-denying love, Love that refuses to quit! A song the mother of my children and I learned while in Hershey, PA, is titled "Through It All." That song was on our lips, but not in our marriage, not in our individual "Knowers." Without this undefeatable Love, or "Agape'" as defined in 1st Corinthians, chapter 13, our marriage just decayed into a rotting pile of accusations, secret alliances with professed "friends," whose aim was to destroy our home, without the least care as to the consequences for the parents or the children. In the Khobouris MSS, The Beatitudes hold the only known keys to living a successful and rewarding human being life! In the human relationship department, permanent, life-long Love holds the only known, workable solution to making marriage and family a living reality. Searching for enabling support to bear up while my wife is determined to shun me at all costs, I ran across a man whose wife told him that his only means of escaping his marriage to her was by him committing suicide, or otherwise dying! Their marriage was a living Hell, and they were in their 27th year of at least 26 years of this hellish relationship! Talk about a determined woman! But, his life turned around, and so did their marriage, when he buckled down to make his "Knower" the leader of his personal living, and the master of his marriage. He discovered the love he'd always wanted to have in marriage, and his marriage is now in its 37th year! We all too soon give in to our "Reasoner!" It tells us that a relationship is "hopeless," when nothing in Life is hopeless, especially marriage! May this little "talk" make your living a life-long, wonderful event, Joy!
- September 26, 2011 5:49 AM
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