When I reflect back on what still causes me the most pain of all memories, my children's mother's Divorce of our home, that memory also carries vivid sights of other events that may well be far more important than the pain I've felt all these years since.
Part of the ensuing years after her leaving our home, the concept that my children's mother was closer to creator than I gripped me like a death-grip. As I studied into Hebrew Scripture to know if this were really a fact, I discovered that she was never even close to His Presence, else she would have remained faithful to her marriage vow, and her home, and His faithful protection of our home. It was her lack of real trust in Him that led her to her Divorce, even though she was far, far more spiritual than I, and has always been so.
But, one of the more poignant events that occurred directly from her Divorce was my meeting with Ron Wyatt, in early March, 1993, the man whom Turkey gives credit to for determining the real Noahide's Ark 9Noah's Ark), and who also discovered the real Mt. Sianai is in Saudi Arabia, not in Souther Egypt, as the witch-mother of the father of the Roman Catholic Church told her son, Constantine, it was located in!
Ron had been asked on a spur of the moment to visit a tiny Central California church in Denair, which happened to be thte one my sister was married in, and one of the young men happened to be on an evangelical witness team I happened to be visiting after my mother, who I happened to be visiting at the time, had introduced me to its leader, at her church, where she rarely attended.
After I returned home that march, i was charged with false claims and my living turned into hellish unreality, yet Creator assured me His Presence would never leave, and I would be better off for following Him through the agonizing valley of evils.
It was as I entered this valley that I saw my youngest, and most beloved child was being auctioned off to the forces of Satan, and i went to Creator in desperate request for her safety, and her training in His Original Word.
He gave me two choices; one, to have the church her mother attended destroyed, and my little child go into the world without my knowing her where-abouts, or, two, to ask for another solution. I thought a bit, and asked that her mother be chained to that church, and that Creator bring to it His true teachers, to show my precious daughter His true Living Word.
Two years after this I was introduced to a man who was at that moment called out of the clear blue to leave his lucrative position at Lawrence Livermore Labs NASA contractor employment, and head out for an unknown Washington State island, in a town where there is very little employment available!
He is the son of a Levi family, and had given his life to following the Y'shua of Y'srael, and was praying at a cross in his backyard, when the call came.
He was one of at least two who were sent to that pagan christian church to instruct my dear child in the Eternal Word. Later, as I studied that Original Hebrew Scripture for quite a few years, I was amazed at how much authority we do have over the evil spirits that do their damnedst to ruin our marriages, our children, and our own integrity. I have been privileged to just know that through it all, what I have to do is to trust Creator for my living, and each moment is His to direct my thoughts and acts to learn truth, and to share that truth with those who He sends across my life.
Knowing this makes for a living that is simple, quiet, and rewarding, even though there are many pains. Hopes are hurt, too, but when I trust Creator to do what is best, then my hopes can be more tuned to His will and purpose for my living, making my living more satisfying.
I'd love for my precious child, now in her twenties, to return to the home her mom took her from, but I trust Creator to lead her. I still am responsible to put up signals she is welcome home, but it is her responsibility to come. Let's see if she does!
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